chapter 217 not determined enough

Meeting song Meilian’s gaze, Shi Yan said,”Since you said that the two of you are old acquaintances who have been separated for many years, and that he appeared in the underground auction to save you, he must have been looking for you for a long time.”

“he took a long time to find you and even signed a contract to keep you by his side, perhaps just to take care of you. he’s been waiting for you to finish the college entrance exam. meilian, you can see how much master jing cares about you.”

he stayed by your side for three years. He didn’t just plan for those three years. He planned for your future.

” if he really cares about you, he won’t care about those things. you’ve already said that you want to give you a chance. why would you change your mind because of something that has little to do with him? ”

” the ye chengcheng you are talking about should be the one in the private room last night. did you see master jing look in ye chengcheng’s direction after he entered the room? ”

“They’re clearly not familiar with each other at all.”

“since you like each other, why do you have to let both of them suffer?”

“but i’m yingluo.”

shi yan interrupted her. ” that’s just a psychological barrier. in my opinion, there’s no such thing as an unconquerable psychological barrier. it’s just a matter of time and determination. ”

“even if we can’t overcome it, so what? i don’t know what you’re thinking, but if i were in your shoes, since i care about him, even if it’s a lifetime of plato, i would never let go.”

seeing song meilian look at her in surprise, shi yan smiled and said,”are you surprised? i’m the one who’s truly selfish. however, how many times would a person be so selfish in their life? it’s not a big sin to indulge yourself once in a while.”

“c-can i really?”

“of course you can.”

“But I’m Yingluo.”

“Don’t say that they are not from a good family background. Master Jing is a capable man. He doesn’t need to find someone from a good family background to help him.”

“regardless of family background, you’re a good match for him. You’re pretty and have good grades. You’re also good at drawing comics, and you’re still working hard to produce better works. In time, you’ll definitely make a name for yourself in the industry.”

“what’s the difference between you and master jing?”

seeing that song meilian was still hesitating, shi yan said,”are you worried that madam jing won’t agree to you two being together?”

Song Meilian bit her lip and nodded.

“This is what master Jing should be thinking about. Why are you so worried?”

if a man wants to be with you and can’t even deal with his own parents and has to rely on you to deal with them, then this man can’t be relied on.

” if you still can’t let him go, then don’t care so much. just care if you’re happy together. ”

“Meilian, what other people think is not that important in life. You don’t need to rely on family Jing to support you. Why do you care about what they think?”

“he doesn’t agree to let you in? then you don’t have to come in. why don’t you buy your own house and let master jing move to your house? it’s not like you can’t afford to raise him, why do you have to be restricted?”

After listening to Shi Yan’s words, song Meilian looked at her in a daze. After a long time, she said,”shi yan, this really doesn’t sound like something you would say.”

“But I feel much better after hearing you say this. I have a rough idea of what’s going on. Thank you.”

“You’re welcome. If there’s anything you want to say but can’t find anyone to say it to, you can come to me. It’s a little cold, I’ll go back to the dormitory first. Don’t stay too long.”

Shi Yan smiled and returned to the dormitory.

Song Meilian looked at her back as she returned to the dormitory. She couldn’t help but think that there must be a reason why Shi Yan could see through these things so clearly.

She looked back at the gray night sky where the clouds covered the moon and thought about what had happened last night after she went back with Jing Xuan.

they didn’t communicate much. jing xuan didn’t even ask her why she didn’t contact him when she came to sea city. He only brought her back to his villa in Haicheng and told her which room she was in. He said that her clothes were prepared in the room and asked her to rest early after washing up.

perhaps it was the alcohol, but she moved faster than her brain and pulled him back.

He only pulled on his sleeve.

they had been together for three years, and they could not have direct contact. she was already used to pulling his sleeve like this.

however, he took her hand away and told her to rest, saying that they could talk about it tomorrow.

however, when she woke up this morning, he had already left.

she had asked for leave not to reminisce about the past, but to wait for him in the villa for the whole day.

he didn’t come back even when it was dark. she sent him a message saying that she would go back to school first and then took a taxi back.

If she couldn’t see him, she could have called him. She knew that as long as she called him, he would rush back to see her no matter how busy he was.

but she didn’t.

she was still struggling in her heart.

She didn’t take the initiative to find him, and Jing Xuan probably knew that she hadn’t thought about it. He didn’t want to see her. He just wanted to do what he had said before and give her time to think about it.

She knew all of this.

in fact, she was already a little shaken.

she didn’t want to care about anything else and just agree to his confession first. she would think about the future slowly. But she still couldn’t make up her mind.

she had looked for shi yan because she wanted to find someone to tell her about the things that she had hidden in her heart for many years. she also wanted someone to support her.

They had not known each other for long, but Shi Yan gave people a strange feeling. It was as if Qianqian could tell her anything. She was very reliable and reassuring.

In fact, Shi Yan was a month younger than her.

she felt that she had experienced many things and was more mature and transparent than most of her peers. however, she found that she was still far from shi yan.

shi yan said that there was no psychological barrier that could not be overcome. it was just a matter of time and determination.

Right! there was no psychological barrier that could not be overcome!

If she couldn’t overcome it, it could only mean that she wasn’t determined enough!

*

The next day, classes went on as usual.

Shi Yan and the others had eight classes today, and they only ended school at about six O ‘clock.

Su mi applied for a leave of absence from school and disappeared without saying goodbye to anyone.

However, they were all new students and weren’t very familiar with each other. When her classmates learned that she had applied for a leave of absence, they only sighed and didn’t pay much attention to it.

When Jiang Rui came back to class, it was inevitable that she would hear some sarcastic remarks. One of them directly went to Jiang Rui and said that even if she wasn’t her biological daughter, the Jiang family would still not let her off easily if she went to the Jiang family for help.

After that, no one dared to say anything sour in front of Jiang Rui.

everyone could see that even though she was not the jiang family’s biological daughter, jiang rui was still as arrogant as ever and did not restrain her temper at all.

She didn’t even look sad at all.

The person involved didn’t care. He went to class and ate. He even heard her ask her roommates out on weekends. those people who said sour words lost their interest when they couldn’t find the fun in it.

jiang rui also had eight classes today. her last elective class happened to be in the same building as shi yan’s. after class, they agreed to go to the cafeteria to eat.

Shi Yan’s group of four became eight people. Jiang Rui also called her three roommates.