Take it back
“Amnesia?”
It’s already 2021 A.D., How could there still be such a melodramatic plot?
When he heard that Ernest had lost all of his memories, Zhao Xu suddenly fell into a Strange Daze.
He was like a melodramatic action movie that had just reached its climax and was suddenly forced to a stop by someone, who then switched hands with a melodramatic director.
I love you, you love him, and he loves me.
“D-don’t be joking, right?” Zhao Xu quietly protested.
however, antonya’s eyes were filled with pity as she said, ” actually, i also hope that this was a joke. otherwise, i would have met the white moonlight of my life earlier than i originally did. ”
“Or perhaps, I wouldn’t have been able to witness all the tragedies from birth to my childhood.”
Zhao Xu felt his heart throb a little.
In Antonya’s memories, he had once seen her when she was young, lonely, and helpless. She had that pitiful look in her eyes that made people want to hug her and give her warmth.
“How did I lose my memory?”
Zhao Xu no longer had to differentiate between ” Ernest ” and ” Zhao Xu.
He took a deep breath.
antonya shook her head. ” i don’t know either. ”
She looked at Zhao Xu helplessly and said, ” you know very well that I’m a reflection of your heart. I can understand your memories, so I’m also made up of your memories.
“But Ernest came to Arthur after losing his memory. He doesn’t even know what he went through before that, and I don’t know either.”
Zhao Xu shook his head.
It was a perfect infinite loop.
He couldn’t help but fall into a state of shock that was difficult to extricate himself from.
Or rather, he was not sure about one thing …
Ernest had lost his memory in that terrifying plane for some reason, such as running for his life after being defeated, or some kind of power during the fight.
Then, he returned to the original world of Arthur by instinct.
But the space-time torrent had chosen the wrong node, and then he had mistakenly entered thousands of years ago, back to the time before Antonya had been born?
Or could it be that the other party had no choice but to give up this memory for some reason?
Zhao Xu didn’t want it to be the latter.
the lines of fate were endless, representing countless possibilities.
It was like flipping a coin in the sky, which would emit two lines of fate-the front and back lines of the coin.
The choice made by all of Arthur’s living beings in that instant created countless strings of fate that couldn’t even be measured by the trillions.
But in the end, they would all be bound to one.
He would choose the one with the greatest possibility and execute it.
This string of fate that had once been Ernest’s was the most likely string of fate that Zhao Xu would have in the future.
He didn’t even dare to disobey.
If he did not become a powerful wizard in this string of fate, and at the same time returned to Arthur from tens of millions of years ago …
Then, at that point in time, Antonya’s fate would develop according to the one without Ernest.
Half-elves only had a lifespan of a few hundred years.
Even an immortal Lich would face many adventurer Crusades, not to mention the natural threat of the gods of death.
Whether Antonya could even live to this moment was a big question mark.
Without Ernest’s participation, the development of the entire magic system would most likely go in a different direction.
He was no longer the mirror of that terrifying world.
Zhao Xu had to play it safe. Even if he knew that this was his fate, even if he knew that he had returned to the ancient Arthur, he still had to leave and go back to the right time.
He would still accept this fate.
This was the helplessness of fate.
It was this helplessness that made him feel terrified. He was worried that when faced with the choice of losing his memory, it was also a helpless acceptance.
It was like a person knowing that he would be killed at 5:30 in the afternoon.
however, in the next few world lines, the prophet found that every time he stood at the intersection of the road and waited for a car to run a red light, his fate would be even more tragic.
Even his family was even more unfortunate.
This kind of repeated repetition, the repeated tragedies.
In the end, the Prophet stood there silently at that point in time, calmly accepting his death.
This was Zhao Xu’s greatest fear after hearing that Ernest had lost his memory.
antonya just chuckled. ” you don’t have to worry. Even if you lose your memory, you’re still you. Zhongxia, Ernest, Zhao Xu.”
“you will still be you, and you will still be him.”
When Zhao Xu heard this, he took a deep breath from the bottom of his heart. Even though his entire body was under perfect control and he was able to maintain the most stable state of balance, he still felt a sense of relief.
However, he could still feel the flush on his cheeks, as if he was being burned by a furnace.
zhao xu sighed silently.
He took a deep breath.
He was breathing quietly.
he was like a middle-aged man who had failed, sitting by the bed and looking at the future and tomorrow in desolation.
He suddenly realized that sometimes, knowing fate was also an incomparably cruel thing.
Especially when you have the confidence to change this fate, but don’t have the courage to do so.
Zhao Xu raised his head and looked at Antonya again. so after Ernest transmigrated, he was in a situation where he had no idea what would happen in the future? ”
Antonya nodded.
at that time, my teacher accepted me as his disciple and Wuyue as his follower. There were not many of us, so we followed him closely.
Then she frowned slightly. but most of them are girls, including the first, second, and third goddesses of magic.
after that, we followed our teacher’s last wish and stood up to become the new master god of magic at every Twilight of the Gods.
the final scroll is the last resort that our teacher left for us. It is made up of seven notebooks.
it records the secret of obtaining the divine title of magic. Basically, every candidate who becomes a legendary mage in the Association of mages will get a chance to see the final scroll. It’s also at that time that they will know the truth of this world and make an oath to protect magic until death.
therefore, by relying on the accumulation of legendary Masters over the years, the entire process of becoming a god is far less complicated than the ancient times.
Zhao Xu looked at the notebook in his bag that he had almost forgotten about.
D * mn, didn’t this mean that before he left Arthur, he had to collect all seven notebooks and then leave this world?
On one hand, Arthur was able to produce the final scroll because of this.
On the other hand, after he left, Arthur only had the final scroll, which was the only notebook he had.
It would not be like now, where the tower in the floating city had the final scroll, and he had the notebook that had yet to become the final scroll.
“Then where did Ernest go after leaving Arthur? Did you know?”
Zhao Xu asked this question with his last bit of fear.
Antonya felt both happy and sorry for him. She looked at Zhao Xu and said, ” actually, I really want to tell you that he’s come to the world line he is in right now.
Zhao Xu left Arthur.
Ernest returned to Arthur.
It looked like the plot of a world line that was connected.
this was what I begged him to do back then. I hoped that he could return to 10000 years in the future, to the time point where he was really born and existed.
“All of our apostles swore to him that we will definitely guard our strength in secret and wait for his return.”
“But Ernest refused?”
Zhao Xu asked.
The future him was actually so ambitious?
Why didn’t he take the safe path?
He had given up many methods, such as becoming the Lord of the Abyss and giving up the magic Empire he had built, because he would leave Arthur in the ancient times.
After returning to the timeline, he would no longer be rejected by the timeline and could firmly be the king of Arthur’s Mountain.
Antonya said sadly, ” later on, even though teacher lost his memory, his spiritual sense that came from magic allowed him to sense some important information. It made him decide to return to the original terrifying world and find his lost memories, as well as to find a deeper secret.
Ah?
This?
Zhao Xu almost couldn’t close his mouth.
‘When I leave this world and you come back, you can slowly piece together some memories by reading them.’
Other than the part about the world of terror that no one knew about and that they really couldn’t find it back.
for someone like antonya who had known him for 10000 years, he could still forget about him after coming back. antonya even had some memories of her time with zhao xu, so he could connect them together.
However …
Zhao Xu sighed.
but if he accepted it, he wouldn’t be the same ernest who had suppressed the entire arthur and made all the gods unable to raise their heads.
That world was filled with indescribable horror, and Zhao Xu had been tormented pretty badly just by being dragged into the dream by nayatoteph, the being that represented chaos.
Something was wrong.
Chaos.
Zhao Xu’s memory was stuck at this moment.
even though every sky had its own independent “chaos,” and the level of that terrifying world was even more powerful.
All of the outer Gods in the rumors seemed to have the power to crush the most powerful gods in Arthur.
But in comparison …
As one of Arthur’s three creator Dragons, chaos, wasn’t he in conflict with chaos, nayatotap?
The outer God, lacus.
at that moment, zhao xu seemed to have connected to something.
it can’t be that he’s also the incarnation of nayatotap, right?
If that was the case, he would just commit suicide on the spot to save himself from the disgust.
But thinking about it, since Ernest wanted to go back to that terrifying world to get something back, the possibility of that happening was low.
The problem now was whether Ernest had won 10000 years ago.
It was a pity.
Eh?
Zhao Xu suddenly had an idea. He remembered what he had seen when Ernest had descended and the sigh he had let out at that time!
it was a pity that he didn’t encounter it in the real world!
Zhao Xu looked at Antonya in front of him and lowered his head. His gaze fell on the ground and he didn’t look up at all.
It was as if he couldn’t look straight at the beauty in front of him.
Antonya.
“What?” Antonya tilted her head slightly and listened attentively.
This was the first time Zhao Xu had called his mentor by her name.
He believed that this would be the beginning of everything in the future.
“I think you should know that apart from his memories, Ernest is definitely going back to get something back?”
Antonya only smiled at this.
“Yes, I know.”
“He wants to go back and retrieve his memories.”
“maybe it’s the love in life.”
——-
Zhao Xu’s memory was stuck at this moment.
Even though every sky had its own independent “chaos,” and the level of that terrifying world was even more powerful.
All of the outer Gods in the rumors seemed to have the power to crush the most powerful gods in Arthur.
But in comparison …
as one of arthur’s three creator dragons, chaos, wasn’t he in conflict with chaos, nayatotap?
The outer God, lacus.
At that moment, Zhao Xu seemed to have connected to something.
It can’t be that he’s also the incarnation of nayatotap, right?
If that was the case, he would just commit suicide on the spot to save himself from the disgust.
But thinking about it, since Ernest wanted to go back to that terrifying world to get something back, the possibility of that happening was low.
The problem now was whether Ernest had won 10000 years ago.
It was a pity.
Eh?
Zhao Xu suddenly had an idea. He remembered what he had seen when Ernest had descended and the sigh he had let out at that time!
It was a pity that he didn’t encounter it in the real world!
Zhao Xu looked at Antonya in front of him and lowered his head. His gaze fell on the ground and he didn’t look up at all.
It was as if he couldn’t look straight at the beauty in front of him.
Antonya.
“What?” Antonya tilted her head slightly and listened attentively.
This was the first time Zhao Xu had called his mentor by her name.
He believed that this would be the beginning of everything in the future.
“I think you should know that apart from his memories, Ernest is definitely going back to get something back?”
Antonya only smiled at this.
“Yes, I know.”
“He wants to go back and retrieve his memories.”
“Maybe it’s the love in life.”
Zhao Xu’s memory was stuck at this moment.
Even though every sky had its own independent “chaos,” and the level of that terrifying world was even more powerful.
All of the outer Gods in the rumors seemed to have the power to crush the most powerful gods in Arthur.
But in comparison …
As one of Arthur’s three creator Dragons, chaos, wasn’t he in conflict with chaos, nayatotap?
The outer God, lacus.
At that moment, Zhao Xu seemed to have connected to something.
It can’t be that he’s also the incarnation of nayatotap, right?
If that was the case, he would just commit suicide on the spot to save himself from the disgust.
But thinking about it, since Ernest wanted to go back to that terrifying world to get something back, the possibility of that happening was low.
The problem now was whether Ernest had won 10000 years ago.
It was a pity.
Eh?